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LIVING IN MY OWN PARADISE
♥therockstar-
Thursday, February 4, 2010
I dunoe whether is it my pride that I just can't bring myself to take e initiative to send a message to her. It's been almost two years and we didn't contact at all. Actually in my heart I'm waiting for her to contact me, bt she will never know that la I have this thinking. Recently I have been missing her & her sis, though I have mentioned in my blog before that I gave up on the relationship.I have watched her grow up and how close we were before, the thought of all these kinda make me sad cos all these are just memories only. Can we be the same as in the past, maybe she have long forgotten about me and if I suddenly send her a msg she might think is so weird when that time I'm the one who is avoiding the issue by not telling her directly that actually I'm unhappy about her. Bt why she didn't come my house and look for me, even until now I kept on to that thinking and due to my stubborness that's why things have come to this stage. Am I still her huijun Jie Jie........
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