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LIVING IN MY OWN PARADISE
♥therockstar-
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Caffeine makes me so uncomfortable the whole afternoon yesterday, moody and worse at nite I can't slp also. It's been a long time I take drinks that have caffeine, I hate the afterwards feelings. My chest and heart so painful. I thought 'YUANYANG' do not contain so much caffeine, but think my body can't even take a bit of caffeine. Cynthia brought us her good news, wow her bf proposed to her when they were travelling in London during Xmas......so romantic. I was very happy for her really but at the same time I'm quite dwn also wondering when Dar will ever propose to me, Though we have said will ROM next year but deep in my heart I'm very afraid its an empty promise again. Will I get disappoinment again and if this time really is not what I wish for, can I still wait......I really hope all these while my patient waiting is worth it. Almost all people are getting married, my friens like dorothy, suzzane , pri sch frns & sec sch frns even my sis Jessi is moving to his bf's hse and getting ROM.....makes me think I'm really getting old and I can't always live with my parents. I also wish to have my own family....this is the process of one's journey getting married and having children.
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