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LIVING IN MY OWN PARADISE
♥therockstar-
Friday, August 3, 2007
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I know i have been MIA in these few weeks....so now gona update all in one short. Cos my health was not good few weeks ago, to be a woman is so 'fan'...gt so many problems. Bt i also dun wan to be a guy in my next life, not an animal too.... can i be a deity?? Went to Kster with my bestie Jessie to destress myself...sing my lungs out! Bt Kbox is better than Kster...cos the Kster system damm lousy and can't find a lot of songs there. Though Kbox is more ex, bt to enjoy happily i rather spend a bit more to get a better service. And finally meet up with dorothy and cynthia... though i have known them for not that long bt i feel that i click with them quite well, and i feel comfortable with them that is the most important thing. Sometimes it is not u know a frien for veri long u will know her very well and the friendship will be everlasting, nw i come to realise some friens are meant to be with u they will stay with u through ur whole life. The frien that have forsake me, jus to let u know i have learnt to let go of our years of frienship. Though it is a pity, bt what has gone has gone no point to keep it since u have already choosen ur own circle of friens. I know u have read my blog, bt u seems to ignore what i have comment on our frienship and stop msn me even u see me online, so it's obvious that u have read. I jus dun understand why u are still the same in the past angry with me and not telling me what is the reason. If u have seen what i read, u should confront me and give me an explanation if u think what i have written is wrong about u! Is it you dun even care about our years of frienship?? I only know im so silly in the past to think we can be lifetime friens.. Only my bestie Jessie is the true frien who gives me advices, encouragement, listen to my sorrows, she is my point of contact the only person which flash through my mind whenever i had problems. With her, i can pour out my feelings there is nothing to be hidden. Im not trying to boast our frienship just tat I feel compare to the long time frien i have mention above, the years I have known jessie is shorter than her but i feel that jessie is really indeed a true frien.
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