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LIVING IN MY OWN PARADISE
♥therockstar-
Friday, April 6, 2007
Recall i ever put this display message on my msn=A long time frien to me is like e past & memories. Im actuali referring a long time frien of mine...u noe who u are cos i dun wish to mention e name. Recently we met up, bt i feel we do not have much topics to talk abt. Its like we jus know each other e kind of feeling, when i ask her one ques she jus ans me bck. To think we were once very good friens in our school days, but during those days she suddenly didn't talk to me for a period of time due to i dun even noe wat is she angry with me for wat e hell, even until today i still dun noe & i dun ever wish to noe too(i hate ppl who are angry with me bt dun want to confront with me). Came to think about it, tat time I was a person who treasure frienship veri much so i can't understand why she suddenly stop talking to me so i wrote her a letter....there's jus too much details to write(dun wish to rake it up again) I jus feel we can't go back to e time when we know each other & we had various topics to talk abt anything under the sun. Meeting her tat day, makes me feel uncomfortable & not my usual self...time passed slowly for me. I guess she dun have much things to talk to me too, why is she keeping things inside her heart & why she can't bare out heart & confide in me like e past. I truly treat her as my bestfrien in my school days, i even hope after we go to e working society we can be still close as ever. Bt i guess i was too naive, is hard to find a true frien nowadys who are willing to stop dwn & listen to your sorrows, support u in watever u do. My criteria for a true frien= understand my character, support me in watever i do & not sarcastic with words to put me down.(Forget to say my long time frien do not fit into this criteria in fact in e past she ever use sarcastic remarks on me) To my long time frien: If u ever read my blog, ti is wat i feel abt u frm e year 1996 start we knew each other) If you can still be e same like as in past, Im most happy that i have got u back bt i guess ppl changed without realising themselves.
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