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LIVING IN MY OWN PARADISE
♥therockstar-
Friday, February 23, 2007
This is my second post... so should write something that realli describes my feelings. This matter already happened quite long liao hah...but jus feel like writing. Is it couples break up already really cannot be friens anymore? I have broken up with my ex for already four yrs... i'm e one who doexn't love him anymore ...or should i say I didn't love him from the start. Whatever it is, I know i'm in the wrong...but then after breakup i still hope we are friens. Maybe he hate me for doin that to him so tat's why he didn't reali contact me. I can't blame him too cos if i put myself in his shoes i would be like this also. Last year I heard from my bestf that he is married... he knew my bestf when we went out once with my bestf & her bf. At first I didn't believe, i also dun noe why i dun believe until today i saw his wedding photos in frienster and the bride's tummy about five mths..then i realise is a shot gun marriage. How i noe that haha, cos I remember my bestf told me last year after June..so u guys can calculate yourself lor. I should feel happy for him though we break up liao I also wish e best for him. But at e same time also realise he also doesn't really love me very much last time.. when he wrote all those lover letters saying how much he love me and love me forever blah blah. why say I like this?? Of course I gt my own reason, u guys ever watched Christopher's s 9pm show with Dawn Yeo/ In the show his gf had left him for many years. He looked for his gf for those years without fail when e gf actually already married to another guy. He never had a change of heart. This is the kind of guy who will never exist in this world. To my ex: It is you who want to break our frienship not me. Even if you want us to be friens now, sorry u are not in my list of friens.
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